Distractions...

I spent all last week keeping busy, and am continuing to do that this week. I'm trying my best to distract myself from reality, though it's really not working that well. I am still acutely aware of how screwed I am.

Oh Boy...

Relationships: Something I, at 19 years old, have ventured into for the first time, and I gotta say...

I have no idea WTF I'm doing.

That is all.